Thursday, January 27, 2011

I don't WANT to be the angry, crazy, pushy lady

Why does everyone want me to become a rude, angry person?

I am not a mean person.  I usually trust people.  I believe people when they are doing their job, that they will get the job done.  I don't like confrontation.  This attitude seems to bite me more and more these days.  Doesn't it seem wrong that I have to beat myself up for being a nice, trusting person?  Everything I have been taught, everything I believe and appreciate in other people.. it is used against me.  Why does the world only seem to work for the people who make problems?  Why do I (so often) regret being nice??

I understand that people forget, that people make mistakes, we're all human.  But I swear people don't listen anymore and they don't seem to follow through with anything they say they will.  Maybe they don't take their jobs seriously?  I swear I take my job a lot more seriously than a lot of people I deal with these days.. and I make freakin' cartoons.  CARTOONS!  No one is going to lose their house or end up in the hospital if I don't get something done... yet I STILL make sure I follow through and get the things done that I am expected to do. ... and if for some reason I cannot?  I let the people who are counting on me know! 

I'm going to have to start using a notebook when I go to appointments or make phone calls.  I need to ask a million questions and write everything down. If I have to rely on anyone to do anything I need to ask when to expect things to be done and who I should talk to if it is not done by that time.  If (by phone) I am being passed to any other person.. expect that that person will have no clue as to why I am calling. Make sure I have all the information  about what they expect this new person to help me with.. BEFORE they pass me off to the next person.  Take everyone's names and how I can reach them before they pass me off. 

I am also going to try to make it a point to really thank the people that do help.

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